i need to stop under charging and stop being lazy.. i cant eat off that alone.. i need to go after the bigger heads... theres not one day that goes by and my son is not in my thoughts.. it gets overwhelming at times but from another light its definitively motivation...

Yesterday i didnt get any sleep at all.. and i had program at 6pm after morning classes.. they have strict rules at program like doors locked at 5;59, no sleeping, no phones, and let us brain wash you by repeating this useless information on a weekly basis.. and of course i get kicked out for "shutting my eyes".. see that was 7th absence of 6 allowed. and being that its a court ordered program i pretty much violated it.. which could lead to possible arrest.. i really dislike this government.